Bother

Plans made flushed right down the toilet. Yet again. I wonder why I even bother.

At times I think moving to Aussie (or eslewhere even) would be a much better choice, to just throw all aside and start everything anew there. A whole different city, a whole different bunch of people. Why am I still not budging...? Held back? Ties? Are they even worth?

I'm sick of having to accomodate and have my plans shoved aside. Plain sick. 'Nuff said.