The big D

Sincerity.. it only presents itself at two points in a relationship. At the start and when the other party finally realises something after failing to do so throughout and shamelessly tries to salvage it not knowing the hypocritisy in doing so. In some cases.. there isn't even the salvaging.

Divorce cases being on the rise? Pretty inevident actually. Just look around you I doubt there are many that would even hit that golden 50 years of marriage much less that insignificant 25. Negativity? I can't be blamed. Marriages are starting to strike me as jail terms. Life long ones.

If not even the littlest time or effort can be made at the begining all that awaits is the big "D" at the end cause salavaging something that was not even treasured in the begining is pure hypocritisy. Leads one to think how significant that other half even was.

Am not even anticipating the birthday. A bore really. Signs of aging.

A new job, not anticipating it either. Just pay day.. when it hasn't even been day one. Just as well at esle there's something useful to occupy my time with. Perhaps a trip at the end of the year with Vonn and Aier.... HOPEFULLY.

** I miss lunching with Anna during those 4 days at HSBC as a temp.. hated comtech.. the location actually.. but at least I got to see dear ol' anna.. brings back memories of NBSS :)