Horrors of horrors

For years I've been relatively tolerant to everyone around me despite being a hot head. Yes no one's perfect and obviously I'm one of them but then again being aimlessly blamed for every sordid detail that happens in everyone's lives endlessly.. not my cup of tea.

Try throwing something together and ensuring that everything runs smoothly ain't as easy as it seems. Planning's crappy. Trying to accomodate and fit everything and everyone in would be yet again another big fat joke. Anyhoos.. I can no longer be bothered why crack your head and kill your cells when nothing's even being appreciated but instead (and yet again) being thrown right back and hitting you right smack in the face.

Childish behaviours and whatnots... been there done that just another case of deja vu in this "mundane" life of mine. Nope blood's not thicker than water just some old wives tale that has yet to be proven wrong or so many deem.

Oh well crappy plans aside and hello new world. No one needs anyone to be happy really.

To those who think they own the world.. well.. jolly well get a life and fuck off, literally. I've seen almost all there is to relationships, life and office politics in this "short" span of 21 years. So there. You win some you lose some I always say.. a loss in which I gained.. knowledge and further understanding of the complicated yet twisted life of yet again the human race. Maybe I just outgrew certain aspects of life, with age does indeed come maturity, one that not many have attained.

"When one pursues happiness itself, one is miserable; but, when one pursues something else, one achieves happiness. "