04 June 2007

Bonds

Declaration of the day.. I LOVE STEPH!!!!

I love u, I love u, I love u..............!

The love of my life :P and ya little aloof (as usual) jer taking part of darl's limelight..


I'm so gonna miss spending time with her.. my lil' nurse.. her first day at work tmr.. hopefully all goes well and she doesn't meet nasty biyatches and whatnots.. darling.. workings sucks.. like totally but then again.. it does build your persona.. in some way or another... helps mould your maturity, thinking and well-being in a whole different way.. I know I learnt alot during my short stint at SingTel.. I know you'll do well.

Friends.. yes.. yet again.. the topic remains.. I guess its only in times of need that you tend to see who your real pals are..

Chatted with Anna earlier.. about Liming actually... and how a supposed close friend of hers turned out to be.. well.. pretty superficial..extremely infact.. not having time to visit her and whatnots.. especially when she needs one at this very point of time which clearly surprised me.. close they were.. but she chose to spend her time differently using reasons like not having time due to work commitments while on the other hand she's clearly enjoying life. Sad how life works at times. Anna.. yes she has a whole other story of her own as well.. that I shall not mention. Sometimes.. its not the amount of time spent with your mates that matter... but rather.. the quality time spent... despite not meeting up often **read BFF** the bond's still there.. so its not really the time.. its just a matter of being there for each other in times of need and yeah the occassional bitching just to spice things up **hints anna** LOL!

And yeah.. Liming's become mum's uh... friend like recently haha that sounds sooo weird.. mum actually updates her about me geeeeeez.. lets see.. told mum Liming found her fierce and all whenever she "visits" the clinic and I chided mum 'bout it and the next time round after mum found out who Liming was.. they CLICKED like instantanously... whoaaaaa mum's like so cool lar should have like introduced her to the clique like 8 years ago.. uhhhhh... heh.

Okay.. yeah.. pals.. like a friend said.. they come and go.. which I kinda agree.. to a certain extend.. of course there are the ones who stay.. not many.. but a handful.

The superficial.. I've had enough.. really.. so much that I tend to put up a barrier at times.. in fear of being hurt.. again. Being made used of.. nothing new really.. realities of life.. gotta live with it.. therefore I tend to rely on me and only me ensuring that I depend on noone.. sometimes it is for the better those it sounds pretty negative.. damn I feel like a Tarus.. the characteristics that is.. in terms of being strong headed.. but oh well.. I guess its more of an upbringing process as what Steph and me concluded. I guess my dad has really instilled that in me so much as too.. I'll stick by it never to change.. hey.. maybe just maybe I was a guy in my past life? Okay so I am crapping.

Does advice really work? Speaking your mind.. hm.. I wonder... maybe not everyone's really open to that concept despite saying so. While I like making my stand.. its probably not the best policy or rather solution or whatever you choose to call it. I guess I'll just keep my comments to myself.. sometimes keeping the mouth shut's the best knowing myself uh.. don't believe everything a person says as it may not neccessarily be from their heart. As the proverb goes.. (or so I think) "What the mouth says.. may not neccessarily be what the heart thinks" or something along that line however the phrasing goes.. but................. you get it. Bear with me.. I'm just a very straight forward person.

The dog's a man's best friend. Somehow the sentences makes sense. A dog will forever be loyal, a friend for life.. abandoning one is just a MEGA "No-No" in my context.

Yes I have 2 adorable ones now.. but I so want another.. a chihuahua.. no its not a "typical" girl liking.. its just a special bond or affinity I have with the oh-so-adorable lil' chihuahuas.. I still miss mine.. one that passed away a couple of years back.. she was just like a little baby.. my special little one..


Random piccies..

Hard working ol' me.. so hard working that I fell aslp at my keyboard..tsk..



His & Hers.. **** smiles **** a lovely pressie from hubs


Anna's 21st bday gift.. somehow I seem to have this tendency of getting heart shaped stuff for my pals..

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