Bother bother bother!

*Bother, bother, bother!!!!*

So.... school started.. first day was.. terrible. Clearly I need more time to adjust myself back into the "studying mode".. a mode whereby I had to commit my time and be alittle more disciplined, in attending lessons that is.. I think I've taken far too much time off.. shouldn't have left SingTel that early.. damnnnnnnn.. come to think of it.. work was pretty much a breeze.. just well taxing on the mind at times. Oh well.

The usual, new place, new faces. Not good. Have always had a problem with such stuff.. especially the part in which I have to meet new people.. have always needed a tad longer than most to warm up to people which often leads to the misconception of me being Miss High and Mighty, in other words, a bloody snob, a term that has been used against me once too many from those who do admit it eventually.. well at least they were frank and yea.. managed to correct their mindsets over time. I think I'm an anti-social freak and I have people-phobia (???) and how contradicting.. I'm taking a course which requires communication oh darns. Save me!

Alston, Aier, Judee, Vonn, Liyana.. I miss you guys.. if only you guys were around. Then again, I took a month or two to warm up to you guys too.. Alsty being the exception because of certain intriguing stuff which got me chatting with him in just a week.

Didn't go for the second lecture, didn't feel well and they decided to have the traditional "ice-breakers" getting to know you stuff.. like thanks.. why not on the first day but on the day that I decide not to attend.. shit happens, have learnt to live with it. And yeah, have always been the type who waits for others to approach me instead of it being the other way round, no its not a prima dona behavior of mine, just.. lets just say a "bad habit" which I've yet to get rid off, doesn't help that I'm one of the older ones in class too.. I feel strangely odd there.. like some misfit, yes age is a major factor though I may be 1,2 or even 3 years older than some of 'em.. SIGH.. stupid age factor.. lets just get this 8 months over and done with PRONTO. Did however find out that Liming's studying there as well but currently taking a break as she's not well.. I hope she recovers soon, would be great to meet her up in campus. Babe.. get well soon.. lotsa love :)

xoxo