Slut, Byatch, Skank

So.. Steph, me and mon are "officially" known as Bimbo 1, 2 and 3.. and the names being Slut, Bitch and Skank.. haha.. kinda crude sounding but yeah.. Steph decided that we'll be parodies of bimbos.. in an attempt to be a tad bimbotic and "act cute" in a way.. I pleated my hair too and got people staring at me like I was some sorta alien being or something..


Something happened today.. left me all lost and confused in a way.. like I once said.. relationships are perhaps never meant to last.. and I am indeed a playful person.. perhaps a tad too playful.. that I mess things up in a way? Maybe the decision to swear off all guys would be a good one.. something worth considering in some way or another.. anyway..long gone are my clique of 8.. though we do meet up occassionally.. just missed the times in which we were really tight.. times in which we met up and hung out each and everyday.. reason of distanting.. the process of growing up and yes the different schools and other itty bitty stuff.. wishing I can perhaps turn back time and be a chirpy little 13 year old again.. without a single care in the world.. without worrying about friends or family.. without worrying about what to do next and life was all laid out by mom and pops.. when the only thing worrying me was.. "Did I do my homework?", "Am I gonna do well?", "Am I fittting in?".. just the mindless little stuff in the life of a teenager.. one that I would most definately be more then willing to go back to. Despite that.. I'm glad to say I've grown up in ways more than one over certain issues.. one would most probably be my uncle and his family migrating to Aussie.. as hard as was I accepted it over time and in a good way, there's always an excuse for me to hop over to Aussie.. another thing was Moni moving to Melbourne on a permanent basis.. though its a little too late to say this or do anything.. I wished I had spent more time with her when she was in Sg.. then again I can't turn back time and yeaps.. gotta appreciate things in front of me rather then looking back and regretting therefore my decision to spend as much time as I can with Steph. Being forced to grow up sucks, totally.. yet it is a good thing in a queer way.. I guess things do happen for a reason.. you just gotta learn to accept it whether its good or bad. One pal of mine that I would really like to thank.. would be Alston.. though we don't hang out as much as we used to.. he has always been there for me.. and somehow he just seems to know when I need someone to speak to.. babe.. thanks for everything, you'll always have a special spot in my heart.. cheesy but true :)