.ღ .The good, the bad and the ugly .ღ .

Back home again.. yes life has been pretty boring lately.. so when I was working at stm I was pretty much complaining about how sick I was of the job and how much I was looking forward to my last day.. and now its more of how boring it is to.. well.. slack at home. Guess I grew bored when my peeps left the company one after another.. and yes I never do stay entertained for long and 7 months was a pretty long time.. in my point of view.. anyway.. this goes to show that human beings can never be satisfied and one huge example would be yours truely. Maybe it was the festive mood and Steph returning from Aussie that got me wanting to quit..? Probably so.. now that school has reopened.. it makes me kinda regret leaving cause I have like absolutely nothing to do at home.. its not as if I'm compelled to stay in Sg either.. should I just leave everything behind..? Then again would that be irresponsible of me?

Not meaning to whine but everything has been pretty much a let down lately.. I guess its just boredom kicking in (mood-swings? emo?) and as usual.. I just had to do something to entertain myself.. like for example.. had my nails done and lashes curled.. I amuse myself at times.. this should be a good time for me to focus on my driving and push everything esle aside. Shall not put too much into a friendship as well as.. time and time again.. there're let downs and all.. kinda like going on an emtional rollercoaster of somesort which is alittle sicking though I think I'm getting used to it.. brainwash me someone.. anyone.

Anyway.. was out earlier when I saw a breast enhancement ad and told mum I wanted to go for it lol.. was texting Steph and telling her we should and then after get our hair dyed blonde, do some minor plastic surgery and mirgate to perhaps New York where no one knows us and be another dumb blonde? Like the ones in white chicks? Haha.. that would be hilarious. But seriously.. boob implants/enhancements.. like never in a million years.

Coming back to the topic on migrating.. sometimes it is worth considering especially when you're stuck in Sg.. not that its a bad thing but it can be a major turn off at times.. like today for example.. was in Giant and they were blasting chinese or rather mandarin songs at every corner of the store and it kinda made me think back of the time I spent in Aussie when anywhere and everywhere I went, everyone speaks in english and yes it was a pleasant change as compared to Singapore? Also the countless no-brainers who can't seem to mutter even a single "excuse me" and instead knock you with their stupid baskets or worse, stinky and sticky bodies.. like will it kill you to be polite? And even if they were to knock into you, they'll go "TSK!" and stare at you as if you were the one at fault.. no brainers.. seriously.. total disappointment.. even those working there.. pathetic souls I call 'em.. I guess the only time in which the male staff would attend to you politely is if you were some model or skimply clad or maybe just a low cut top would do fine and as for the female counter staff probably if you were decked head to toe in jewelleries and stuff.. yes people can be pretty superficial and yet some peeps have the impression that I'm the typical rich spoilt brat which I most definately am not.. then again.. to each his own...

And yeap to humour me Moni gave me a webbie in which well they customized.. sex dolls? She saw the webbie while reading some mags.. amusing.. haha people come up with like everything.. and I think it'd be pretty useful for the stupid lustful old men who either go around harrassing ladies or go seeking the working Geylang ladies if you get my drift.. at least it'll lower crime rate and yes risk getting an infection yet satisfiying their "desires"? Whatever.. anyway.. webby's www.realdoll.com if you're interested.. seriously worth considering if.. 1. You're a lustful old man, 2. A sick desperado, 3. Filthy rich and totally sick in the head or 4. Do not want to harm mankind by spreading your filth around. :)