Voicing out

Guess what..? I'm bloody blogging at work..this stinks..working on a sunday..who in the right state of mind works on a sunday?! This is seriously killing my social life..not that the current one's fantastic to begin with..but still...anyway..you get my point.

Another thing would be that..my dear monica darling will be leaving for aussie..permanently.. I'm so gonna miss her..her crazy antics...her werid sense of humour...her ability to put a smile on my face..our crazy moments in which we'd suddenly decide to go cycling at 1am..our late night movies..and yes me concealing her "little secret" whenever she spends the night and yes the spur of the moment madness in which mon, steph and myself decided to get our bellies pierced. Despite the 3 year gap..I can say that we get along just fine..have been meeting up with both her and steph these couple of days..and yes she'll be leaving tmr and guess where I'll be? Slogging my ass at work..(okay figure of speech..no slogging involved anyway)..and I won't even get to see her off at the airport..might be a good thing in a way though.. at least I won't be flooding the airport.. I fucking hate goodbyes.. did that 2 years back when uncle moved to aussie and yet again another member of the family's going.. to Melbourne this time.. am glad I still have steph sweetie though..I'm definately gonna spend heaps of time with her..before she goes moving to aussie as well.. oh damn.. so where am I supposed to migrate to..? Gold Coast? Okay maybe I'll just move to China..and probably die there cause I fail to understand their accent? Whatever.. I can't be running off to Perth.. how in the world am I gonna leave mommy..my irritating sisters..my lovely huggable dog...dad and grams? Yes this is stupid but..well the bonds are there.. which brings me to another point..I hate bonds..or rather..I refuse to believe in them..while some may always be there... its not always that they remain..be it family or friends.. especially the latter... shall not go into details here or things might get a tad messy..so..period.

Anyway contract's ending in a couple of days.. and I can't believe that I'm actually saying this but.. should I stay on? I'm lazy to go through shitty interviews.. resubmitting resumes.. and relearning what the job's about..for now anyway..I'm so ready to get my ass back in school...money ain't everything anyway..so what if I have the extra moohlah to splurge? Definately a plus point but what the heck? Maybe I'll just live on my allowance haha..nth against the co. I just hate the callers.. the pathetic brainless callers.. I'd forego the moohlah for my freedom LOL! Anyway..decision's not made yet..so...ya whatever..will take things one at a day I guess..why bother thinking ahead? Its not like I'm gonna stay on and rot here anway..one's gotta have ambitions.. I think I'm bloody crapping in this entry..