.ღ .The good, the bad and the ugly .ღ .

Pretty bored lately..read up on the updates of an old pal of mine..through her blog..yeaps..been a pretty long time since I last saw her, 2 - 3 years back I suppose..kinda miss her in a way (odd..) was pretty chummy with her during my lower sec years, one of the first few peeps I made friends with there as well..reason being..well..she speaks english 24-7 except for the occassional lines of mandarin during mandarin lessons? Studying in Aussie now though..future vet for ya..and it'll soon be Vonn and Judee's turn to move to Aussie for their studies..kinda tempted to join them there..and..well..ya..will be able to see my adorable little cuzzies there if I go along..confused though..will take it slow for the moment..lets just see how things go..but a trip to Aussie next year is a definate as what I promised Vonn and Judee..might have a chance to meet up with another old friend of mine residing in Perth as well.

That aside..been feeling like some kinda odd ball this couple of days..cut my nails short..real short..removed most of my piercings..thinking of getting my hair dyed black and snipping my locks short..geez..odd how the human brains work doesn't it? When you're restricted from doing something..you'll insist on doing it..rebelling that's what its called..like..secondary school for example..you were only allowed a pair of studs..but given my nature to irritate or rather my tendency to get a new piercing whenever I'm bored..I had almost 10 on my ear..stupid I know..couldn't help it..didn't regret the one on the nose and belly though..and..also the "urge" to get my hair dyed to some weird color during the hols..especially right after the exams and all...and yeap..dyed and streaked my hair right after I got the job at STM..and now I'm thinking of getting it dyed black..part of my wished that I never did touch hair dyes during my younger days..would have still had my naturally gorgeous brown hair..that might be the very reason why I'm thinking of getting my locks snipped and dyed to remove the stupid gold streaks that I have right now. Parts and parcels of life you say..true I gotta admit..you only live once..so..its just another chapter in my life..the rebellious teenage years..despite all that..if given a chance to turn back time, I'd rewind it back to the day I first entered secondary school. Been through lots of ups and downs these couple of years..toughened up alot as well..gotta be there for my sisters and the rest of the family. Guess what you can say is that I've grown up, no longer the carefree little girl I used to be. Time and environment does brings about maturity.